Who am I?

I looked back on myself,

What did I see??

Patches of varying shades,

That I could never match with me.

Brightness and darkness are all there,

But the real treasure was nowhere.

I stood motionless waiting for some miracle,

Like told about it by an Oracle.

I knew heart in heart,

There was nothing apart.

I was all there in someway,

Or in some part,

A little here and a little there,

The feeling of oneness was never there,

And moments that no one did care.

All I learnt is that "I" does not matter,

When the reality hits hard,

All the dreams do scatter.

You are a non-entity in the world,

Till the time you are in sight,

You can get some light.

The day you go out of sight,

You are erased same time from mind.

This is life, you are there so there,

Else you are none and nowhere,

And then your "I" does not matter,

You are no one for that matter...