Free Soul

Few words that could make me heard,
A free spirit like a free bird.
Flowing with the wave of serene air,
A flowing soul in the world's fair.
Voices within make me add to the chaos,
With a calm face I give a sincere pose.
Veils of distrust keep me at a distance,
I want to free myself just once.
The cage of deception is holding me within,
Living life in a cage is a worse sin.
Soul of joy and peace are there to dance,
I will till eternity to get a single chance.
My heart is broken down in many a part,
Everyone has got a space but tearing it apart.
Something is there which I cannot comprehend,
My sins are grave and will take time to amend.
Till the time I can't be airborne like a bird in the sky,
I will bide for my time; then I will FLY...

Chhahat...

Har lamhe mein tu hai,
Sanson mein hai tera he saath,
Har chhahat ki hai tu aarzoo,
Jeene ka tu hai ek raaz.
Zarre zarre mein hai teri chhahat,
Rangon mein hai basi teri rangat,
Deewange hai tujhse meri,
Zindagi kya zingadi agar tum na ho...

Zindagi ki daud...

Chand Sawaalon mein kat gayi zindagi saari,
Numeron ki daud mein woh kyon hai haari.
Khel hai ye dimag ka, jo dil na samajh paaya,
Dil ke armaanon ko dil mein he kyon dafnaaya.
Pehli bar jab dekhi thi, duniya thi badi chulbuli,
Phir kitaabon ne kyon macha di hai dil mein khalbali.
Bachpan na jeeya, na jee paaya jawani,
Kahan kho gaye woh din, meri asli zindagani.
Sochta tha khel mein bahut naam paunga,
Papa ne kaha khel se kaise note kamaunga.
Addition, subtraction division sab ne bahut uljhaya,
Newton ke laws ne raat raat bhar jagaya.
Paise ki chahat ne poori zindagi mujhe daudaya,
Sochon toh kya main kabhi khud jee paya.
Hansi thi maangi, thodi khushi thi chahe,
Paise ki daud mujhe aaj kis mod pe le aayi.
Ab har sawaal ka ek he jawab sab mujhse lo,
Ek pal toh mujhe jeene do jeene do...

Khali ehsaas...

Waqt nein zindagi ko kai hisson mein baant diya,
Apni khushi ko apne haathon se kaat diya.
Jiya toh main kya jiya khud se aisa karke pyar,
Sabko maine mana mohra, zindagi ka kiya vyapaar.

Happy Holi...

Hi Everone...

Wishing you all a very Happy Holi...

May the colors color your life colorful,
Making it more sweet and beautiful,
Whats life if you cant experience the gift,
The colors are just wonderful,
If you understand what they tell you,
You have lived life to the full,
With the all the colors and thandai,
Holi aapki zindagi mein har khushi laaye
Happy Holi :)

Hai rangon ki bauchhar,
Pichkari ki fhuhar,
Geeton ki bahaar,
Thandai ka bukhar,
Aur sabke dilon mein pyar,
Yahi toh hai yaaron holi ka tyohar...

P.S. These were just written by me to post on Facebook.

Silence...

Silence within me is waiting to subside,
Its calmness is taking me for a ride,
I want to cry, I want to hide,
I am alone with no one by my side.

Searching for the soul within me,
That too its doing for free,
I thought my life was complete from A to Z,
It made me realize my life's an autumn tree.

Though I hope a spring to arrive,
On this hope many autumns I do thrive,
And that's when silence within me imbibe,
My life's just a race to survive.

A ravishing thought just comes by,
Like dropping from the heavenly sky,
Silence is silent and just watches by,
What do I do - Shout or Cry?

Oh! the worlds looks so deprived,
Off all the happiness that never arrived,
All the show was contrived,
Where silence but none survived.

Thats the essence of life in all,
Being happy is never a distant call,
Truth is being true to yourself and all,
Happniess in your life would silence install...

Few lines from within...

There were days when the life looked so bleak,
There were times when days looked so dull,
There were moments when I just lost it all,
There were beats that skipped their rhythm.
The times were neither good nor bad,
Looking behind in the mirrors of time,
I see a person just not himself anymore,
Fights within himself and outside raging red,
Wanting all that for himself that was never there.
The desire to be one and all made him none,
All the things had come and gone now,
He is still thinking was it right at that time,
Those fights were all his or never a part,
All apart they took from him was life.
This was a way that never was his,
He was lost, lost deep in a mirage,
Was his life a dream or apart in space,
Truth was it never occured in parts.
Life was a maze that was set as a task,
Few pieces joined few lying scattered,
Completing the task was the crux of life,
Living it worthwhile was the hint given at large.

Raaz...

Har nazar mein tha ek raaz ghehra,
Mujhe har tarf nazar aaye bas tera he chehra.
Thi unn aankhon mein ek aisi kashish,
Jaisi na de sake koi charas na he hashish.
Uss raaz ki khatir meine bhuli di apni zindagi,
Har lamha apna, har apni khushi.
Jiya toh jiya bhi kya aisa jo ji he na paya,
Jaanunga woh raaz bann ke tera saya.
Teri har nazar mein ab bas jaunga,
Raaz jaane bina ab na reh paunga.
Har lamhe mein teri hogi aahat meri,
Ab na duur hai woh raaz waali aanken teri.
Bas ab aayega ye raaz unn aankon se bahar,

Tujhe na chahega phir koi na karega tujhse pyar.

Clouds...

When I see the sky in the morning rains,
Its a shade of grey and a smearing paint,
Lots of shades are flowing around,
All of them are say blue, black and white sound.
Through the haziness of the clouds I do see,
The softly shining sun and its rays in the gray sea,
Rain drops like a showers of pointed arrows,
I love the rains or do I hate them still I dont know.
Making the grass green wherever it likes,
Uprooting the trees when its fury strikes,
The sky still remains the same palette of shades,
Beneath it lies the heart unknown in various states.
What is the aim is unknown to one and all,
Its all masked beneath the great facade of clouds,
Shades of varying degrees mask the sea of emotions,
All what I see is the dull and dusky coulds,
Is it the morning rains or the evening shroud...

Words in life...

"Do the words flow as they intend to or do they flow as we intend them to?"

The flow of the words was unabated strong and wrong,
But to my cranky ears they were a sweet song.
I never realised the pain they had caused to one and all,
As my world like my heart was very small.

They flowed like the waters in a gushing stream,
Less was the compassion more was the scream.
They stung everyone straight in heart,
Tearing it to bits, tearing it into thousands of parts.

Making the life so sad to be lived as it was,
It was my words that were the cause.
Never did those stop as they should have been,
My eyes were wronged by a selfish screen.

All the while I was the only one,
At the end it was really me but having no one.
They took away all that I had with me called life,
They were less of butter more of knife.

Cutting away all the ties and bonds,
In my heart now lies a dried tear pond.
Words were all that I thought I had till that time,
At that point I realised they were not even mine.

They never beloned to me as they were free from ties,
They poured from my mouth in a bunch of lies.
Time said it was they who ruined me,
My heart saw the truth it was not them but only 'ME'.

My ego was the culprit for the downfall,
Words were only a medium in all.
All the saying goes unheeded in life till the end,
Things could be very bad, but still never too late to amend.

Did I say all that I had wanted to?
I don't know the answer, neither you.
Still a lot more remains in my heart till date,
Would pour out more on a later date...