Khamoshi...

Jaanta nahi main kya hai ye,
Kya hai aisi baat,
Kahane ko hai bahut kuch,
Par zabaan pe aati nahi koi baat.
Kuch aisa ghira hoon apni ladai mein,
Bhul gaya hoon duniya ko.
Aaj hoon khush to main,
Par nahi baant pa raha hoon usiko,
Shayad yahi hai zindagi,
Koi nahi samjha kya hai ye zindagi...

Lost in the Crowd....

Walking amidst the crowd,

I fathom whether lost or found.

Through the raging men,

to the shrill sounds.

No one knows my heart and its sound.

The stormy feelings,

to the cloudy eyes.

In the standing raings,

I hide my tears.

Keep allaying fears,

in the crowd's jeers.

Crowd comes and goes on,

But the feeling holds on....

Lost in the crowd...

Am "I" or the "CROWD"

Beauty...

Through the dark woods I traverse,
Not knowing the destination.
From the streaks of lights that I see,
I create a path by imagination.
From the rustling of leaves,
To the song of the flowing waters,
This is a new world altogether.
The colors so vibrant, yet so mild,
Spread all around in the wild.
Beauty is not a virtue exposed outside,
Its the inner self which makes things beautiful.
What lies within you, is seen by you,
Thanking god for what he made me,
Beauty is what to me, is to thee...


© Manish

I and Me...

I stand there thinking of what to do,

Not a single direction which i didnt look into,

Lots of things are going around me,

Still am lost into mind tree.

Am waiting for thee to come,

But thou shalt not come this far,

Or is this the other way round,

Am rooted to the spot by my "I",

Its not He, whos not will to come,

Its my "me" thats not making me move.

Thou has his heart open for me,

Its my "I", thats unable to enter thy thee.

Lifting the shakles of my "ME",

I raise myself into the hands of thee,

For all that I was thinking I am,

It was just a myth and false calm.

Now am free, free to live my life,

Free from "Me" and free from "I",

Only peace is left now....

Inside and out...........

Tears' fears...

A silent tear sits at the corner of my eye,
Its path is unceratin to thy.
Thinking about going down or vanishing there,
Its hard to decide, If down someone would care.
Uncertainity looms over it large.
Making it finally vanish into thin air.
Atleast it wont be there again in name.
If down there noone asks why it came...

Who am I?

I looked back on myself,

What did I see??

Patches of varying shades,

That I could never match with me.

Brightness and darkness are all there,

But the real treasure was nowhere.

I stood motionless waiting for some miracle,

Like told about it by an Oracle.

I knew heart in heart,

There was nothing apart.

I was all there in someway,

Or in some part,

A little here and a little there,

The feeling of oneness was never there,

And moments that no one did care.

All I learnt is that "I" does not matter,

When the reality hits hard,

All the dreams do scatter.

You are a non-entity in the world,

Till the time you are in sight,

You can get some light.

The day you go out of sight,

You are erased same time from mind.

This is life, you are there so there,

Else you are none and nowhere,

And then your "I" does not matter,

You are no one for that matter...

Smile :)

These few lines were jotted down by me on my cell....... was not able to put up something good..... so thought that I put down some fo my random or situational thoughts... bcoz i dont knw wht these are :)

Somethings are good,
Somethings are wonderful,
Somethings make you happy,
Somethings make you smile.
All these things last for a while,
One thing that makes me smile all while,
Is you, our friendship and your Smile :)

A smile so enigmatic,
A voice so sweet,
A heart so beautiful,
A world so neat.
The smiles are flowing,
Happiness abound,
The world so lively,
God shower your blessings,
On everyone all around :)

Hmmmm....

Kya soch ke kuch likh raha hun,
kuch hai he nahin ab yahan,
soch ke kya aaya tha main,
aur kya ho gaya hai.
Havaa ne cheri hai aisi dhun,
dil jisme ho gaya hai gom,
dil ke taaron ne aisa swar uthaya,
zehen main aaya, kisko khoya kisko paya.
Jeene ka ab aur koi naya bahana nahin aaya,
Jisko dekho wahi mujhe bhul paya,
Kisi ki soch ka tha ye kasoor,
Ya main hun he aisi cheez huzoor.
Soch ke aaya to tha ki kahunga dil ki baat,
Par shabdon ne nikali ek nayi baraat.
Kahin ek tha anjaana sa shor,
Is jeewan ki nahi hai kahin bhor.
Kya main hun itna gaun,
Kya mera jeewan hai itna maun,
Jo jeena tha mujhe usse na jee paa raha hun,
Aaj main apne aur apne saaye ko bhula raha hun....
Bhula raha hunn.....

A lone voice...

Its been sometime since I have last visited this place.... actually I was not able to access net and when I had access to net I was not in the right frame of mind to jot down something.....
Anyways, no probs am here again... and am still thinkin what to write and what not to write.... lets see what crops up here....

A small voice inside me wants to speak,
But there's a lack of opening,
It wants to scream,
But all the things are closed.
Its closed to the world,
Its closed to itself,
It just cries in vain,
Bearing itself all the pain.
Sometimes it wants to share,
But theres no one to care,
All the timings are wrong,
Its just sits alone and quiet.
The silent sobs of it,
Of the heart wrenching screams,
All go unheard in the busy world,
Everyone wants time but has none.
It still sits in solitude,
Does not know the thing,
If its by Choice or Compulsion,
The voice stings deep within.
The worldy ways are unheard,
It just cries into the earth,
It knows its destiny is to be alone,
The lone and lonely voice,
The lone and lonely voice cries and dies.

Am in Pune...

Well am in pune and sittin in a net cafe... samajh nahin aa raha hai kya likhon aur kya nahin... to bas yahi hai jo likh raha hoon.....

Somethings new, somethings are old,

Am not near my home made of gold,

Trying to get the taste of new things'

Lookin to acclimatise to the surroundings,

Few and far between I see the things,

And in my heart a sad bell rings,

Trying to figure out the sound of the bell,

And the homemade dishes I do smell,

Just then the dream is lost and broken,

My tear are inside hidden,

What am sayin and what i wanted to say,

All that come to my lips is Nay,

Am tryin to console myself sayin am Happy,

But now nothings here neither home nor my Lappy ;)

chalo then aal of you ppl
Take care
and Miss me
Hope to c a all soon
Bbye

Manish