tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-194965192024-03-13T21:53:05.393+05:30Lost in the crowdTryin to search one from none...Manishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12149330468340367474noreply@blogger.comBlogger101125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19496519.post-17385521508001428442017-02-22T23:03:00.000+05:302017-02-22T23:03:27.604+05:30Pehchan na ban payi...<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Aaj phir se dil ke ander kuch tut gaya,<div>
Aaj phir aankhon ka sabr chhoot gaya,</div>
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Kuch chahe thi pehchan apni bhi koi,</div>
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Apno ki icchhaun mein woh hai khoyi,</div>
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Jab humne kuch kiya tha ek dafa arz,</div>
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Unhone daba diya usko ki kuch aur hai aapka farz,</div>
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Socha tha shayad hum bhi izzat payenge,</div>
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Samajh aya ki yeh armaan reh jayenge,</div>
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Unhone na samjha humhe bhi koi insaan,</div>
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Kash hote hum bas kuch pal ke mehmaan,</div>
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Kisi ko na shiqwa hoti aur na he gela,</div>
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Bas ander se hamara he dil hai chhila,</div>
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Phir bhi kambakhat karta hai himakat,</div>
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Sochta hai milegi usko shayad kabhi izzat,</div>
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Ho jayega kafoor tera yeh khwaab nadaan,</div>
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Arey pehle koi samjhe toh tujhe insaan,</div>
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Pehchan shayad teri tab banjayegi,</div>
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Jab tere janaze mein yeh duniya aayegi...</div>
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<div class="blogger-post-footer">Just searching for myself.....</div>Manishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12149330468340367474noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19496519.post-38482580788592651962016-05-08T18:12:00.002+05:302016-05-08T18:12:26.424+05:30Happy Mothers Day<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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When the world was small, you were tall,</div>
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When the sight was nee, you made me see,</div>
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When the lights went out, I used to shout,</div>
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You made me calm, taking my palm.</div>
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Things have changed, and so have times,</div>
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Looking for words but they do not rhyme,</div>
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Life had gone ahead and moving at a pace,</div>
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Less is communication and more of space,</div>
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Its hard to believe all that has changed,</div>
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When do my thoughts needed to be arranged,</div>
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But still the love for you will always stay,</div>
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Wishing you a very happy mothers day!!!</div>
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<div class="blogger-post-footer">Just searching for myself.....</div>Manishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12149330468340367474noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19496519.post-16630563955781548032015-07-15T20:50:00.002+05:302015-07-15T20:50:58.908+05:30Just a broken self...<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Everytime I feel the pain,<div>
I come here to pour it out,</div>
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For me this is the place to be,</div>
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But I forget it in better times,</div>
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Not good times because you know,</div>
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That I had forgotten when times were good.</div>
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Its something within me that is the cause,</div>
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Why is that I am left stranded,</div>
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No one to talk to,</div>
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No one to share the feeling,</div>
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Just its I even Me and Myself leave me.</div>
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Whatever may be the cause,</div>
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I am worse than worst,</div>
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The day goes on like a slow end,</div>
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I wait for a single true friend.</div>
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Sometimes I fear my life a lot,</div>
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Whether I am really a big blot,</div>
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Whatever may be the reason,</div>
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The slow sad song is the tune of heart,</div>
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Its difficult to hold it as a part,</div>
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I am broken... my heart is falling apart...</div>
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It has lost the spark of joy...</div>
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All is gone... all is dark...</div>
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<div class="blogger-post-footer">Just searching for myself.....</div>Manishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12149330468340367474noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19496519.post-72397192558988783312014-12-31T23:51:00.001+05:302014-12-31T23:51:30.112+05:30Same old story... bye old year.. welcome new year 2015 ...<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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The same way every year goes by,</div>
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Not a single 'hello' or 'hi',</div>
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I don't think how it was for me,</div>
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Coz in my life tension is free,</div>
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You don't live by chance or choice,</div>
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Its just commotion and noise,</div>
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You start to make life's music,</div>
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The tune comes out to be too rustic,</div>
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I don't really know whether I have a heart,</div>
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All I can see are thousand broken parts,</div>
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What new is a new date going to bring,</div>
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All the while that I do think,</div>
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Even tomorrow is a new day and date,</div>
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But tomorrow never comes thats called Fate,</div>
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Still I try to live up with everyone's hope,</div>
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Cling to hope with a very weak rope,</div>
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Welcome the year with a sweet positive smile,</div>
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May happiness abound you in awesome style...</div>
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Welcome 2015.... </div>
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<div class="blogger-post-footer">Just searching for myself.....</div>Manishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12149330468340367474noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19496519.post-86745364062991817132013-12-26T15:28:00.003+05:302013-12-26T15:28:36.315+05:30The first post of 2013 for me... to early or too late...<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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I saw the year going by,</div>
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It stopped by me to say "Hello" "Hi",</div>
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The youth of his had withered away,</div>
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Don't remember was it April or May.</div>
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A time well spent was everyone's dream,</div>
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But time is like a melting ice cream,</div>
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The more we plan for it to be well,</div>
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It does more shrink than swell.</div>
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Its just a matter of perception,</div>
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The feeling is there since inception,</div>
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People call me complacent,</div>
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Does "Me" really need a replacement.</div>
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The year still whispers in my ears,</div>
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You have waited for many years,</div>
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Let the one in you laugh and rejoice,</div>
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Serendipity is sometimes by choice.</div>
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Lets take a walk to a new realm,</div>
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Ushering where happiness is at helm,</div>
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Chose wisely for it affects your tomorrow,</div>
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Happiness is always incomplete without sorrow.</div>
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I think over it again and again,</div>
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Do I want to be happy or remain same,</div>
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As the new year is waving goodbye,</div>
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I am ready to welcome a newer one with a smile and big "Hi"...</div>
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<div class="blogger-post-footer">Just searching for myself.....</div>Manishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12149330468340367474noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19496519.post-45826692126545965172012-05-09T22:11:00.003+05:302012-05-09T22:11:44.432+05:30अलविदा<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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क्यों हर बार हर तरफ अँधेरा छा जाता है </div>
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क्यों मुझको आज फिर उसी बात पे रोना आता है</div>
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कुछ तो आज भी दिल में टूटता है</div>
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कुछ तो ज़ख्म आज भी हरे जातें हैं</div>
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अपने अंदर ऐसा सैलाब क्यों आया है</div>
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उस दर्द को सहेज कर मैंने क्या पाया है</div>
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वोह दर्द है मेरा या कोई दिल का हिस्सा</div>
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या बस उन हसींन दिनों का एक किस्सा</div>
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आज भी तेरी बातें मुझको सताती हैं </div>
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आज भी तेरी हंसी मेरे होंठों पे मुस्कराहट लाती है</div>
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फिर क्या हो गया है ऐसा</div>
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क्यों नहीं है रिश्ता हम दोनों में पहेले जैसा</div>
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आज भी तेरी आवाज़ का दर्द मुझे दिखाई देता है</div>
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आज भी वोह दर्द मुझे दर्द देता है</div>
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लम्हों की जिंदगानी में क्या हम हो गए इतने जुदा</div>
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की अनकहे लफ़्ज़ों में कहाँ हमने एक दुसरे को</div>
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" <b>अलविदा</b> "</div>
</div><div class="blogger-post-footer">Just searching for myself.....</div>Manishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12149330468340367474noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19496519.post-92128412578042156882011-11-14T22:55:00.002+05:302011-11-14T23:04:30.076+05:30Too alone too lost...<div style="text-align: center;">Kahan jaa raha hun aaj yeh kisko hai pata,<br />Jaane humse ho gayi kaunsi yeh khata,<br />Kya socha tha aur kya hai asal mein zindagi meri,<br />Kaisi bataun woh baatein jo shayad kabhi na thi meri.<br />Ban kar aaj khud se main anjaan,<br />Bhatak raha dar badar yun har subah aur sham,<br />Kisi mehfil ki hua karte the hum kabhi shaan,<br />Aaj kahin nahi hai mera koi naamo nishan.<br />Ugte sooraj ko karta hai har parinda bhi salaam,<br />Socha tha karunga main bhi roshan apna naam,<br />Kisne socha tha aayega bhi ek din aisa mukaam,<br />Na rahi ab koi hasti na koi naam bas ek chehra jo hai gumnaam.<br />Aye khuda tune bhi accha yeh manzar dikhaya,<br />Har hansti soorat ne mujhe hai aaj rulaya,<br />Kyon meri kismat par tune grahan lagaya,<br />Hun toh tera he ansh, mujhe dukh deke tune kya paya.<br />Har aanson ke katre mein baha hai dard mera,<br />Har shaam ke baad mila na koi savera,<br />Jo sochi thi mere mann ne ek unchi udaan,<br />Maula mere ab lele meri jaan...<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer">Just searching for myself.....</div>Manishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12149330468340367474noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19496519.post-81586504011140923502011-02-27T00:20:00.003+05:302011-02-27T01:18:23.158+05:30कॉलेज के वोह सुहाने पल...<p style="text-align: center;">क्या सोचा था मैंने, क्या मैंने है पाया,</p><p style="text-align: center;">जाऊं मैं कैसे छोड़ के तेरा साया,</p><p style="text-align: center;">वोह दिन मस्ती के दोस्तों के संग,</p><p style="text-align: center;">दिल में लाखों थे अरमान और उमंग,</p><p style="text-align: center;">हर ख्वाइश देखि तेरे आँचल तले,</p><p style="text-align: center;">जाने मेरे मन में हज़ारों ख्वाब पले,</p><p style="text-align: center;">तुझसे हर किसी को मिली ज़िन्दगी में नयी डगर,</p><p style="text-align: center;">किसी को मिले दोस्त तो किसी को हमसफ़र,</p><p style="text-align: center;">सोचा नहीं था तुझसे बिछडने का होगा इतना गम,</p><p style="text-align: center;">फिर क्यों हो गयी है आज मेरी आँखें नम,</p><p style="text-align: center;">छुट रहा है यह जहाँ प्यारा,</p><p style="text-align: center;">धुंधला हो रहा है आसमां सारा,</p><p style="text-align: center;">नयी डगर पे हम सबको अब है चलना,</p><p style="text-align: center;">फिर एक नए मोड़ पे तुझसे है मिलना,</p><p style="text-align: center;">अब अलविदा कहने का वक़्त है आया,</p><p style="text-align: center;">मेरे नाम में रहेगा हर दम तेरा साया,</p><p style="text-align: center;">भूलूंगा नहीं फिर लौट के आऊंगा,</p><p style="text-align: center;">सबके संग फिर वही वक़्त बिताऊंगा,</p><p style="text-align: center;">नम आँखों से कहता हूँ सबको मैं अलविदा,</p><p style="text-align: center;">फिर मिलेंगे हम यह वादा रहा...</p><div class="blogger-post-footer">Just searching for myself.....</div>Manishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12149330468340367474noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19496519.post-15215712769307057402010-11-20T01:06:00.002+05:302010-11-20T01:22:17.506+05:30Mohabbat ka Bazaar...<div style="text-align: center;">Aaj phir dil se ek nikli hai ek pukar,<br />Aaj phir pahunch gaya hun main bazaar,<br />Jahan har modh pe bikta hai jhoota pyar,<br />Jahan banti hai bas sacche pyar ki mazaar.<br /><br />Har lafz kehta hai ek nayi dastan,<br />Oh! humsafar tujhme hai mera saara jahan,<br />Tere liye aaye hain hum yahan,<br />In farebiyon se bachke ab jaun kahan.<br /><br />Kaun hai mera jo ab samjhe ja mujhe,<br />Kisko bataun ab zakhm is dil ke,<br />Samajha tha maine khuda tujhe,<br />tune he kar diye dil ke hazaar tukde.<br /><br />Nahi hai chahat ab chahat pane ki,<br />Kimat lagti hai yahan mohabbat lagane ki,<br />Imaan ko bech kar daun hai paisa kamane ki,<br />Yahi sacchai hai iss naye zamane ki...<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer">Just searching for myself.....</div>Manishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12149330468340367474noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19496519.post-29839636216290497792010-10-20T16:52:00.004+05:302010-10-23T02:43:57.211+05:30The Solitary Reaper - By William Wordsworth<div style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><span style="font-size:85%;">This is one of those poems that comes back again and again to me. Although I had this when I was in primary school, but till date its crystal clear in my memory. I was thinking of penning down something but this poem came back again to me, thus I thought I would post the same here.<br />I love this because its filled with a certain kind of emotion that you can only feel but cannot tell someone. It comes out from deep within the heart and if you can connects directly to your heart. One of my favourite:<br /><br />" The Solitary Reaper - by William Wordsworth"</span> </div><p align="center">"Behold her, single in the field,<br />Yon solitary Highland Lass!<br />Reaping and singing by herself;<br />Stop here, or gently pass!<br />Alone she cuts and binds the grain,<br />And sings a melancholy strain;<br />O listen! for the Vale profound<br />Is overflowing with the sound.<br /><br />No Nightingale did ever chaunt<br />More welcome notes to weary bands<br />Of travellers in some shady haunt,<br />Among Arabian sands:<br />A voice so thrilling ne'er was heard<br />In spring-time from the Cuckoo-bird,<br />Breaking the silence of the seas<br />Among the farthest Hebrides.<br /><br />Will no one tell me what she sings?--<br />Perhaps the plaintive numbers flow<br />For old, unhappy, far-off things,<br />And battles long ago:<br />Or is it some more humble lay,<br />Familiar matter of to-day?<br />Some natural sorrow, loss, or pain,<br />That has been, and may be again?<br /><br />Whate'er the theme, the Maiden sang<br />As if her song could have no ending;<br />I saw her singing at her work,<br />And o'er the sickle bending;--<br />I listened, motionless and still;<br />And, as I mounted up the hill,<br />The music in my heart I bore,<br />Long after it was heard no more"</p><div class="blogger-post-footer">Just searching for myself.....</div>Manishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12149330468340367474noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19496519.post-63966534898346525052010-09-27T15:35:00.002+05:302010-09-27T15:56:07.204+05:30Meri zindagi...<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">Ek naya andaaz laya hun,</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Socha ki pehele aapko bata dun.</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Chehre phi thi uski ek qatil muskan,</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Dil mein tha armaan karun kaise pehchan.</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Phele bar jab nazar hui unpar,</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Hum toh as gir gaye gash khakar.</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Hairat mein puchna sabne ki "Kya hua?"</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Kaise bataun kisi zaalim ne aaj mere dil to chooa.</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Aisa sunahara tha uska rang,</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Udd jaun uske sanng bannke patang.</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Nain the uske bade he kajrare,</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Awaaz pe uski marte the saare.</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Ab na raha mujhe din ka hosh,</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Na re rahi meri raatein khamosh.</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Bas leta hun ab main tera he naam,</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Kyon karta hai zamana mujhe pareshan.</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Tujh pe jaaye saari duniya vaari vaari,</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Kyonki tu hai meri shaan ki sawari </span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">- Meri pyari "scooter" :)</span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer">Just searching for myself.....</div>Manishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12149330468340367474noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19496519.post-28642146179231573302010-09-06T18:17:00.003+05:302010-09-06T18:30:10.133+05:30Realization...<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-size:100%;">This post was written by me during one of the lectures, I didn't know what came over me when I wrote this thing, but later on I thought that I should post it over here.</span><span style="font-style: italic;"><br /><br />The rays of the morning sun,</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Make the darkness fade away.</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Bringing light in life is the aim,</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Did we all receive the light?</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">The rays were full of warmth and love,</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">The light was of care that we share.</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Everyone wants all of these,</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">But do we deserve and receive them?</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Everyone has closed their hearts,</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">The brain has become a machine.</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Feeling have started to fade,</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Has this happened to you?</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">All questions are answered by brain,</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">The heart bleeds without a beat.</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Has the world done this to me or Was it me?</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Did the realization came too late?</span></span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer">Just searching for myself.....</div>Manishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12149330468340367474noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19496519.post-9465858586726305182010-08-19T23:00:00.003+05:302010-08-19T23:36:56.588+05:30Those were the best days of my life...<div style="text-align: center;">The face is a mirror of emotions,<br />Remembering the sweet days of commotion,<br />The life at school was hard to forget,<br />But college was loads of fun once can get.<br />The first day of college when I was a grown kid,<br />Ragging was the word I most dread,<br />The term seniors was no less of a torture in the first week,<br />Marks were left on cheek with slaps-streak.<br />Classes were a place to pull the leg of classmates,<br />Who cared that time what's our fate.<br />Workshop tasks were live stories,<br />Ragging batch mates were favorite movies.<br />Time went like a swift passenger before my eyes,<br />In second year we realized how fast it flies,<br />The feeling of being seniors was second to none,<br />I am the king - I am the only one.<br />Always thought that this would last long,<br />And thinking about this came third year along,<br />The feeling of enlightenment came in being,<br />A great vision by my soul was seen.<br />Suddenly the realty began to seep in,<br />The darkness of future began to creep in.<br />It was all about the ultimate aim in life to achieve,<br />The start was tough but I was not to leave.<br />The campus placements were a tense time for all,<br />Whether be it just an interview call.<br />Came the final year of soul searching,<br />The feeling of nostalgia was coming.<br />The tears were hard to stop from coming,<br />Amidst smiling face they were running.<br />The journey was about to take a sharp turn,<br />From a very beautiful path for which I would yearn.<br />The days were magic followed by diamond nights,<br />I would miss those group hugs and friendly fights.<br />Even today the heart yearns for those times,<br />Those were the best days of my life...<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer">Just searching for myself.....</div>Manishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12149330468340367474noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19496519.post-21389974626088342152010-07-31T21:32:00.002+05:302010-07-31T21:35:10.436+05:30Zindagi ki raha...<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">Zindagi ki hai yeh chaha,</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">Aasaan ho jaye har raha.</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">Kyon nahi samajh paati hai yeh zindagi,</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">Aasaan raha se nahi kisi ki bandagi</span><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">.</span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer">Just searching for myself.....</div>Manishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12149330468340367474noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19496519.post-28815352587678490852010-06-23T21:39:00.002+05:302010-06-23T21:50:52.010+05:30Free Soul<div style="text-align: center;">Few words that could make me heard,<br />A free spirit like a free bird.<br />Flowing with the wave of serene air,<br />A flowing soul in the world's fair.<br />Voices within make me add to the chaos,<br />With a calm face I give a sincere pose.<br />Veils of distrust keep me at a distance,<br />I want to free myself just once.<br />The cage of deception is holding me within,<br />Living life in a cage is a worse sin.<br />Soul of joy and peace are there to dance,<br />I will till eternity to get a single chance.<br />My heart is broken down in many a part,<br />Everyone has got a space but tearing it apart.<br />Something is there which I cannot comprehend,<br />My sins are grave and will take time to amend.<br />Till the time I can't be airborne like a bird in the sky,<br />I will bide for my time; then I will FLY...<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer">Just searching for myself.....</div>Manishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12149330468340367474noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19496519.post-39407705778493339282010-03-22T21:42:00.002+05:302010-03-22T21:49:04.846+05:30Chhahat...<div style="text-align: center; font-style: italic;">Har lamhe mein tu hai,<br />Sanson mein hai tera he saath,<br />Har chhahat ki hai tu aarzoo,<br />Jeene ka tu hai ek raaz.<br />Zarre zarre mein hai teri chhahat,<br />Rangon mein hai basi teri rangat,<br />Deewange hai tujhse meri,<br />Zindagi kya zingadi agar tum na ho...<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer">Just searching for myself.....</div>Manishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12149330468340367474noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19496519.post-55606825528575732922010-03-15T21:02:00.003+05:302010-03-15T21:11:56.015+05:30Zindagi ki daud...<div style="text-align: center; font-style: italic;">Chand Sawaalon mein kat gayi zindagi saari,<br />Numeron ki daud mein woh kyon hai haari.<br />Khel hai ye dimag ka, jo dil na samajh paaya,<br />Dil ke armaanon ko dil mein he kyon dafnaaya.<br />Pehli bar jab dekhi thi, duniya thi badi chulbuli,<br />Phir kitaabon ne kyon macha di hai dil mein khalbali.<br />Bachpan na jeeya, na jee paaya jawani,<br />Kahan kho gaye woh din, meri asli zindagani.<br />Sochta tha khel mein bahut naam paunga,<br />Papa ne kaha khel se kaise note kamaunga.<br />Addition, subtraction division sab ne bahut uljhaya,<br />Newton ke laws ne raat raat bhar jagaya.<br />Paise ki chahat ne poori zindagi mujhe daudaya,<br />Sochon toh kya main kabhi khud jee paya.<br />Hansi thi maangi, thodi khushi thi chahe,<br />Paise ki daud mujhe aaj kis mod pe le aayi.<br />Ab har sawaal ka ek he jawab sab mujhse lo,<br />Ek pal toh mujhe jeene do jeene do...<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer">Just searching for myself.....</div>Manishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12149330468340367474noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19496519.post-71463607010423196812010-03-06T00:42:00.003+05:302010-03-06T00:51:35.258+05:30Khali ehsaas...<div style="text-align: center; font-style: italic;">Waqt nein zindagi ko kai hisson mein baant diya,<br />Apni khushi ko apne haathon se kaat diya.<br />Jiya toh main kya jiya khud se aisa karke pyar,<br />Sabko maine mana mohra, zindagi ka kiya vyapaar.<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer">Just searching for myself.....</div>Manishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12149330468340367474noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19496519.post-44868929438119383082010-02-28T10:47:00.002+05:302010-02-28T10:52:55.565+05:30Happy Holi...<div align="justify"><span style="color:#ff9900;">Hi Everone...</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#ff9900;">Wishing you all a very Happy Holi...</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#ff9900;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff9900;">May the colors color your life colorful,<br />Making it more sweet and beautiful,<br />Whats life if you cant experience the gift,<br />The colors are just wonderful,<br />If you understand what they tell you,<br />You have lived life to the full,<br />With the all the colors and thandai,<br />Holi aapki zindagi mein har khushi laaye<br />Happy Holi :)<br /><br />Hai rangon ki bauchhar,<br />Pichkari ki fhuhar,<br />Geeton ki bahaar,<br />Thandai ka bukhar,<br />Aur sabke dilon mein pyar,<br />Yahi toh hai yaaron holi ka tyohar...<br /></span><span style="color:#ff9900;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#ff9900;"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">P.S. These were just written by me to post on Facebook.</span></div></span><div class="blogger-post-footer">Just searching for myself.....</div>Manishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12149330468340367474noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19496519.post-21609205383883072452010-01-23T00:22:00.003+05:302010-01-23T00:56:37.191+05:30Silence...<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEip7aaxCHZMbQ7h4hGke9m_6lUU-TIAMK-LqIwk0REk6iVjQOqgaCPFJNt8QyNbBnQt1la2JAsaqsORCvIa2N-jlYMzwqI5XqBkoXZaF7NfbZUIJl-maCjGV2HNZsZJdw6898K6/s1600-h/IMG_0220.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEip7aaxCHZMbQ7h4hGke9m_6lUU-TIAMK-LqIwk0REk6iVjQOqgaCPFJNt8QyNbBnQt1la2JAsaqsORCvIa2N-jlYMzwqI5XqBkoXZaF7NfbZUIJl-maCjGV2HNZsZJdw6898K6/s320/IMG_0220.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5429647747639862098" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center; font-style: italic;">Silence within me is waiting to subside,<br />Its calmness is taking me for a ride,<br />I want to cry, I want to hide,<br />I am alone with no one by my side.<br /><br />Searching for the soul within me,<br />That too its doing for free,<br />I thought my life was complete from A to Z,<br />It made me realize my life's an autumn tree.<br /><br />Though I hope a spring to arrive,<br />On this hope many autumns I do thrive,<br />And that's when silence within me imbibe,<br />My life's just a race to survive.<br /><br />A ravishing thought just comes by,<br />Like dropping from the heavenly sky,<br />Silence is silent and just watches by,<br />What do I do - Shout or Cry?<br /><br />Oh! the worlds looks so deprived,<br />Off all the happiness that never arrived,<br />All the show was contrived,<br />Where silence but none survived.<br /><br />Thats the essence of life in all,<br />Being happy is never a distant call,<br />Truth is being true to yourself and all,<br />Happniess in your life would silence install...<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer">Just searching for myself.....</div>Manishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12149330468340367474noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19496519.post-13949620114770393172010-01-14T19:16:00.001+05:302010-01-16T11:56:44.527+05:30Few lines from within...<div style="text-align: center; font-style: italic;">There were days when the life looked so bleak,<br />There were times when days looked so dull,<br />There were moments when I just lost it all,<br />There were beats that skipped their rhythm.<br />The times were neither good nor bad,<br />Looking behind in the mirrors of time,<br />I see a person just not himself anymore,<br />Fights within himself and outside raging red,<br />Wanting all that for himself that was never there.<br />The desire to be one and all made him none,<br />All the things had come and gone now,<br />He is still thinking was it right at that time,<br />Those fights were all his or never a part,<br />All apart they took from him was life.<br />This was a way that never was his,<br />He was lost, lost deep in a mirage,<br />Was his life a dream or apart in space,<br />Truth was it never occured in parts.<br />Life was a maze that was set as a task,<br />Few pieces joined few lying scattered,<br />Completing the task was the crux of life,<br />Living it worthwhile was the hint given at large.<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer">Just searching for myself.....</div>Manishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12149330468340367474noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19496519.post-61046598913833669962009-12-13T23:53:00.002+05:302009-12-14T00:06:40.332+05:30Raaz...<div style="text-align: center;">Har nazar mein tha ek raaz ghehra,<br />Mujhe har tarf nazar aaye bas tera he chehra.<br />Thi unn aankhon mein ek aisi kashish,<br />Jaisi na de sake koi charas na he hashish.<br />Uss raaz ki khatir meine bhuli di apni zindagi,<br />Har lamha apna, har apni khushi.<br />Jiya toh jiya bhi kya aisa jo ji he na paya,<br />Jaanunga woh raaz bann ke tera saya.<br />Teri har nazar mein ab bas jaunga,<br />Raaz jaane bina ab na reh paunga.<br />Har lamhe mein teri hogi aahat meri,<br />Ab na duur hai woh raaz waali aanken teri.<br />Bas ab aayega ye raaz unn aankon se bahar,<br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Tujhe na chahega phir koi na karega tujhse pyar.<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer">Just searching for myself.....</div>Manishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12149330468340367474noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19496519.post-68653607294981265382009-11-15T16:50:00.004+05:302009-11-15T17:48:15.620+05:30Clouds...<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEimwdBz64NY2QrKHjfYvv1XLhKw8bV02Cd2AGQj_zSJgPASX-tsu81pLbCVhHmRvT8bgExTZwa-iQYHhQClWHJAsmV08S7hX9uQmsn3R28BWn5UugXP7ww_FmWN1JSe5AvFjle4/s1600-h/21082009210.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEimwdBz64NY2QrKHjfYvv1XLhKw8bV02Cd2AGQj_zSJgPASX-tsu81pLbCVhHmRvT8bgExTZwa-iQYHhQClWHJAsmV08S7hX9uQmsn3R28BWn5UugXP7ww_FmWN1JSe5AvFjle4/s320/21082009210.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5404303344679243458" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center; font-family: times new roman;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);font-size:130%;" >When I see the sky in the morning rains,<br />Its a shade of grey and a smearing paint,<br />Lots of shades are flowing around,<br />All of them are say blue, black and white sound.<br />Through the haziness of the clouds I do see,<br />The softly shining sun and its rays in the gray sea,<br />Rain drops like a showers of pointed arrows,<br />I love the rains or do I hate them still I dont know.<br />Making the grass green wherever it likes,<br />Uprooting the trees when its fury strikes,<br />The sky still remains the same palette of shades,<br />Beneath it lies the heart unknown in various states.<br />What is the aim is unknown to one and all,<br />Its all masked beneath the great facade of clouds,<br />Shades of varying degrees mask the sea of emotions,<br />All what I see is the dull and dusky coulds,<br />Is it the morning rains or the evening shroud...</span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer">Just searching for myself.....</div>Manishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12149330468340367474noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19496519.post-9122124269991110432009-10-25T22:41:00.005+05:302009-10-25T23:23:02.309+05:30Words in life...<div style="text-align: center; font-style: italic;"><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">"Do the words flow as they intend to or do they flow as we intend them to?"</span><br /></div><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;">The flow of the words was unabated strong and wrong,<br />But to my cranky ears they were a sweet song.<br />I never realised the pain they had caused to one and all,<br />As my world like my heart was very small.<br /><br />They flowed like the waters in a gushing stream,<br />Less was the compassion more was the scream.<br />They stung everyone straight in heart,<br />Tearing it to bits, tearing it into thousands of parts.<br /><br />Making the life so sad to be lived as it was,<br />It was my words that were the cause.<br />Never did those stop as they should have been,<br />My eyes were wronged by a selfish screen.<br /><br />All the while I was the only one,<br />At the end it was really me but having no one.<br />They took away all that I had with me called life,<br />They were less of butter more of knife.<br /><br />Cutting away all the ties and bonds,<br />In my heart now lies a dried tear pond.<br />Words were all that I thought I had till that time,<br />At that point I realised they were not even mine.<br /><br />They never beloned to me as they were free from ties,<br />They poured from my mouth in a bunch of lies.<br />Time said it was they who ruined me,<br />My heart saw the truth it was not them but only 'ME'.<br /><br />My ego was the culprit for the downfall,<br />Words were only a medium in all.<br />All the saying goes unheeded in life till the end,<br />Things could be very bad, but still never too late to amend.<br /><br />Did I say all that I had wanted to?<br />I don't know the answer, neither you.<br />Still a lot more remains in my heart till date,<br />Would pour out more on a later date...<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer">Just searching for myself.....</div>Manishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12149330468340367474noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19496519.post-78766910769641172582009-09-04T23:29:00.002+05:302009-09-04T23:42:29.813+05:30Thami hui dastaan...<div style="text-align: center;">Ruka hua tha ye nazaara,<br />Aaj anjaan ho gaya jahan saara,<br />Har lamhe ko jo jeena chaha tha,<br />Fhoot gaya jaise koi gubbara.<br />Aaj ander se hai dard aisa,<br />Koi samajh na paye waisa,<br />Jis zindagi ke liye ladi thi ladai,<br />Koi sacchai usse bacha na pai.<br />Har sach ko jaisa raunda hai yahan,<br />Jaane ab iss dharti ka hoga kya,<br />Ruk gayi hai zameen ye dekh,<br />Tham gaye hain kismat ke lekh,<br />Jal gaya hai zameer hamara,<br />Ruk gaya hai aaj har nazaara,<br />Shayad kabhi lage sabko koi pyara...<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer">Just searching for myself.....</div>Manishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12149330468340367474noreply@blogger.com0